Endlessly Dreaming

nuitloupe @ 2009-11-25T16:31:00

2009-11-25T22:31:26Z

if anyone is actually interested, or even has me friended anymore I am still alive... I think.

nuitloupe @ 2009-07-29T10:57:00

2009-07-29T15:57:34Z

Update since I haven’t done one in awhile. Gill and Damion decided they aren’t moving to Arizona this year maybe next so that was a bit of stress relief though I had already found a solution to the situation if they had decided to move, one which is still open to me if I decide that I just can’t deal with the number of people in the house anymore.

Charity and Gotleib are still here… They were told they have to be out by the end of August. It is almost the first of August but on the good side she might have found a place for them and if everything goes perfectly all right then they will be out in two weeks. Keep your fingers and toes crossed for me.

On line Drama is on going, but I have distanced myself from the situation so hopefully that will help things, though I think avoiding WoD rooms from now on would just work a lot better. Though we all know how well that will actually work for me.

Other then that it is same old Same old I don’t really have a life heh.

nuitloupe @ 2009-06-12T09:43:00

2009-06-12T14:43:48Z

Anyone that plays WoW please click.

nuitloupe @ 2009-05-06T15:10:00

2009-05-06T20:10:11Z

So, we have to many people in the house. Something I have been saying for a while. Charity and Gotleib were supposed to be a very temporary thing taking them in so they could get back on their feet and out of their own. That was in November. It is May and they are still here.

So a couple of days ago Gill had suggested we move to Arizona, I thought she was teasing so I said sure. Only today I find out she is serious and I have two weeks to make up my mind if I am going to be moving to Arizona in August.

Meep?

nuitloupe @ 2009-01-07T23:36:00

2009-01-08T05:36:43Z

I am stupid.

really really really really stupid.

I should know better.

nuitloupe @ 2008-12-25T18:26:00

2008-12-26T00:27:59Z

To my friends past and present may you have a wonderful Holiday no matter what holiday you celebrate I wish nothing but the best for you for the coming year. Thank you, all of you for being my friends you friendship if the best gift i could ever hope to receive.

Thank you.

nuitloupe @ 2008-12-18T17:27:00

2008-12-18T23:28:54Z

Predicted 14+ inches of snow? lets hope not.

One of my RL friends talked me to singing up for facebook.

I have facebook.

Dame Flair...

that is all

Because Psi said so

2008-12-02T08:26:49Z

"Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love."

Stolen from Psi

2008-11-14T18:27:30Z

If you saw ME in a police car, what would you think I got arrested for?

Answer me, then post to your own journal and see how many crimes you get accused of.

nuitloupe @ 2008-10-22T15:48:00

2008-10-22T20:51:46Z

The Diagnostic laparoscopy went fine, so I am still alive. i ended up with only 2 holes in my tummy not four but OMFG you never really realize how many things you use your tummy muscles for until they HURT and then everythign is ouch.. like walking or sitting or...

But just wanted to let people know that it went okay anf of i am not around for a few days this is why

Follow the leader

2008-10-05T10:39:24Z

You are a
Social Liberal
(68% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(18% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Socialist

Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also : The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

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Bordem induced

2008-09-19T18:57:28Z

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 15 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

1:Another dream that will never come true
2:You're struttin' into town like you're slingin' a gun.
3:That's great, it starts with an earthquake, birds and snakes, an aeroplane
4:I'm through with standing in line to clubs I'll never get in
5:Nothing that you say will release you
6:Shes addicted to nicotine patches
7:Brainstorm, take me away from the norm
8:See the stone set in your eyes
9:I'll sing it one last time for you
10:Here we are In the maelstrom of love
11:She never mentions the word addiction
12:I'm so tired of being here
13:It wasn't my intention to mislead you
14:You've found hope You've found faith,
15:Come to me To feel my protection

Swiped from Myf

2008-09-19T17:05:30Z

THE LIVEJOURNAL SOUNDTRACK MEME

Yes I am still alive not much has changed in my life that is worth writing about.

nuitloupe @ 2008-07-30T09:54:00

2008-07-30T14:56:20Z

We Rock, that’s all there is to it.

Not sure how many of my IMC friends read this is any but for those of you that play in Vegas in Shadow. THANK YOU. You are making the mage plot I am running incredibly fun and enjoyable and for that I owe you many many thanks.

Also all of you should make willpower rolls >_>

nuitloupe @ 2008-07-30T09:52:00

2008-07-30T14:52:43Z

If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

nuitloupe @ 2008-03-09T00:23:00

2008-03-09T06:28:07Z

I know I have said this before and maybe I am being a broken record or just a big whinny baby but… I hate feeling like the things I try to do aren’t appreciated either it be on line or RL or whatever. I realize that On Line is a lot different from Real Life and that you don’t really “ know” people on line even if you have talked tot hem for years.

It is just… * sigh* I dunno I guess I have this need to be liked, I want to feel appreciated and wanted. I get the impression, possible wrong, but still the impression that people in a couple of rooms I play in on IMC just … put up with me. I realize that not everyone has to like everyone Goddess knows I don’t but if they are in a room I am staff for (none currently) I try at least to make them feel welcome and not like I am blowing them off, which is the impression I have been getting from some people.

It is like OH her again quick lets pretend to be nice so that she will play in the room and we can have her play with the people we don’t want to play with because she will Rp with just about anyone, which is true I will. On the other hand it is highly frustrating mostly because the people that are doing it are people that I personally like and think are wonderful Roleplayers.

It makes me wonder if I am as bad as someone told me I was at one point.

What am I doing wrong besides being my usually clingy, needy self?

In other bit of whinning news I had my teeth pulled in November… all of them but two because of a genetic tooth problem that I can’t even say not going to try spelling it. Now into the second weeks of march the dentist is going “ well I am not sure dentures will work for you and your insurance won’t cover the thing that will, so if you want teeth you need to find a way of getting $3,000.” I had self esteem issues before now… yeah having no teeth makes one not want to do much of anything, like talk or go out where people can see me..

The bright side right now? The roommates I live with now and the fact that I might be moving to California in a year or two.

nuitloupe @ 2008-01-29T17:29:00

2008-01-29T23:29:17Z

You Are a Banana

You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside.
People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes.

And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary.
You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything!

You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around.
You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

nuitloupe @ 2008-01-28T14:45:00

2008-01-28T20:46:14Z

If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

This is to friends past, present and future.

Thank you.

nuitloupe @ 2007-12-25T11:28:00

2007-12-25T17:29:05Z

To all of my friend both old and new I wish you all a Very Happy Holiday and a great new year.

Swiped from Mori and Psi and well you get the idea.

2007-12-11T15:44:11Z

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Wednesday I set standing_inside's puppy on fire (-66 points). Last month I pulled over and changed megsmenagerie's flat tire (15 points). In June I gave keelay a kidney (1000 points). In November I helped psinext across the street (6 points). In April I helped queenofsnirky see the light (8 points).

Overall, I've been nice (963 points). For Christmas I deserve a Sony Playstation 3!

Sincerely,
nuitloupe

nuitloupe @ 2007-11-25T09:47:00

2007-11-25T15:47:38Z

Surgery went fine, as fine as getting all of my teeth pulled can go. Now I am horribly swollen and bruised and can’t talk and on three different kinds of meds ( OMG yay Tylenol3 ) I am however alive, and have an dentist appoint at some point so he can poke at my already sore mouth but it is needed so I can get dentures and have decent looking teeth for he first time in my life.

Broth and tea does not a good thanksgiving dinner make.

Pictues!

2007-11-20T02:58:57Z

http://www.flickr.com/photos/nuitloupe/

These were taken at one of the local parks here in Iowa at the beginning of November.

Swiped from jessie

2007-11-19T02:55:37Z

Directions:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1) Are you a male or female? Ace of Base “ Al that she wants."

2) Describe yourself? Leonard Cohen- ‘Stanger Song"

3) How do you feel about yourself? Styx- "Come Sail away"

4) Describe your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend: Europe - "Sign of the times."

5) Describe your current partner: Filter - " I will lead you."

6) Describe your current location: Emile Autumn "Willow"

7) Describe what you want to be: Kenny Wayne Shepard - "Blue on Black"

8) Describe your best friend: Knack - "My Sharona"

9) Your favorite color is: Queen- "We Will rock you"

10) You know that: Enya - "Smaointe"

11) What is the weather like? AFI- "The leaving Song part 2"

12) If your life was a television show, Wylde Nept- "Strike the bell"

13) What is life to you? Rush- "Neurotica"

14) What is the best advice you have to give? Lacuna Coil - "A current Obession"

15) Describe your love life: HIM- " In Joy and Sorrow"

16) How are you going to die? Evanescence- "Imaginary"

17) If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Chicago: Catherine Zeta Jones - “Cell Block Tango"

18) What do your friends think of you? Righteous brothers - "Lost that loving feeling"

19) What is your funeral song going to be? Snow patrol - "Chasing cars"

20) What are you going to repost this as? Flogging Molly- "Drunken lullabies"

Update in a nutshell.

2007-10-20T03:56:31Z

Got new computer ( yay dell)

Caught a cold from my roomie, got over the cold, caught cold again still sick.

The sheer stupidity of some people never ceases to amaze and or horrify me.

I go in for a three hour long oral surgery to fix dental problem on November 21st and 5: 30 am. Why do they make do these things right before thanksgiving? On the plus side i may actually manage not to put on weight this year :(

I think that is about it.

Stolen from Myf

2007-09-22T15:12:47Z

Meme~

→ Comment and I'll give you a letter.
→ In your journal, list 10 of your favorite songs that begin with that letter.